Fundraising
So I knew that fundraising was going to be the hardest thing about this job. And also the thing that tested my faith the most. I have to believe 100% that if God wants me to do this job, He will open any doors that need to be opened to get me to Europe in August.
But the thing is, I am lazy. I will admit it. I am not a self-starter. I feel like I am so completely behind when it comes to fundraising. And I got some great advice from one of my pastors. He told me, "When it comes to asking for money for God, you can't hesitate. Don't even blink." Easier said than done. But he makes since.
I am not asking people for money for me. I am asking people for money for a ministry that I believe in whole-heartedly. Completely. And I am asking people to believe in it with me and make it possible for God's work to be done through me. But I will admit that it is still hard for me to pick up the phone and ask someone if I can come talk to them about my fundraising. Its hard. I like writing letters better. But letters don't work as good as face-to-face appeals. So here I sit. Knowing I have to trust God, and falling short on my faith. I hate that. It's a battle I will have to fight everyday of this journey.
I know God is in control. The little things that happen are amazing. The people who just hand me checks. I had a former student give me a check on Saturday. 18 years old and writes me a check from her account because her parents plan to give too. I am amazed.
But the thing is, I am lazy. I will admit it. I am not a self-starter. I feel like I am so completely behind when it comes to fundraising. And I got some great advice from one of my pastors. He told me, "When it comes to asking for money for God, you can't hesitate. Don't even blink." Easier said than done. But he makes since.
I am not asking people for money for me. I am asking people for money for a ministry that I believe in whole-heartedly. Completely. And I am asking people to believe in it with me and make it possible for God's work to be done through me. But I will admit that it is still hard for me to pick up the phone and ask someone if I can come talk to them about my fundraising. Its hard. I like writing letters better. But letters don't work as good as face-to-face appeals. So here I sit. Knowing I have to trust God, and falling short on my faith. I hate that. It's a battle I will have to fight everyday of this journey.
I know God is in control. The little things that happen are amazing. The people who just hand me checks. I had a former student give me a check on Saturday. 18 years old and writes me a check from her account because her parents plan to give too. I am amazed.

